15th May 2011
Its been a long time im not update this blog.. so many things happen and now i finished my final exam.. Final exam ? horror ! i dont know.. most of the time im fear of checking my result.. but what do i do on my holiday ? juz stay at home and do nothing ! i had looked for jobs with faiz but there's no job ( i mean job that i like ). emm.. talking about faiz, he moved here with his family.. almost everyday i meet him.. farhan ? now he can't standstill coz i had changed my num.. now he know who i am.. he text me in the email and inbox in the fb and said he miss me.. but today, once i said i suddenly miss him, he is like overexcited to say 'rndu 2 mkne nye syg aku lg la 2".. is he still wait for something ? or he is juz have no girl for this while ? idk..
Now, im not being friend with the 3 monkeys.. they will juz spoil myself.. wht had they done, let it be gone.. i've deleted their nums, blocked their fb and ym.. now i feel free without them.. i wonder why im not feel like i miss them coz they have been so closed to me before.. i dont want to remember any single things about them
Now i realize me myself have to create and follow my own way.. i cant follow any other people coz i will suffer then.. and i know when i treat my heart to hate people, i will have no sympathy for all of them.. but once i turn to myself, i will easily forgive people and let them fooling me..
