Malam yang hening ni aku rasa sunyi gila! Dia pun mcm mjauhkn diri je.. tp npe eh? td ok je chatting ngn aku.. aku msg pun die ckp die nk tdo coz he getting sleepy.. all this while xpnah plak ckp ngntok.. ngantok cm ne pun die akn msg till terlelap.. td aku suruh tgu kejap je coz kwn dtg umah then borak2 stengah jam je.. i don't think there has any probs..there must be something wrong with him.. is it bcoz of me? na! i hope not(or maybe i wish to..hehe).. how wonderful the world is if he acting like that bcoz of me! mesti ade some feeling matters huh?!
What about my ex-bf? we both still keep in touch.. he called me likes once a week.. aku still leh ok ngn dia walaupun aku sndiri xnk trima dia lg.. i just don't know what to say.. kalo die msg aku mls gle nk reply.. tp kalo dia call laju plak aku jwb.. tp aku mmg da xde prasaan la kt die.. i, myself don't even know how to describe my feeling but its like i feel nothin' even he's not around.. tp sbb paling ketara aku xleh trima dia sbb aku xske dia dah kwn smula ngn bestfriend dia yg plg aku bnci tu.. but what more can i say, they are bestfriend since they'd born!
Hidup aku skang serba ok.. i love to be this way(being single).. tp kalo xde kwn2 mmg bosan gle! xde sape nk tman kuar.. cari bf baru? nt dlu la kot.. mmg ade rse nk cr lain tp hati lum ready lg la.. kalo org mintk nk couple 2 nk say yes pun mcm berat sgt.. haha.. biarlah hidup mcm ni dlu.. da puas njoy ngn kwn2 nt bru pk nk cr bf then street away make it serious towards wed.. aku lg ske hidup cam ni.. just me, my friends and my beloved diary!
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